attimes,iwisheditdidnthappen :/

the weather is all gloomy and cold. it has been raining on and off the whole day. eee.

as i was lying on the bed this afternoon, thinking whilst trying to take a nap, a thought came by,

i wish that the weekend would come sooner as i kinda dread uni. -__-

but as i hope for the weekend, monday the 1st of september is drawing closer day by day,

as u leave, it saddens me.

i'll miss weekend dinners without you, miss bimbotic moments with you, i'll miss you 'directing' me in the car with your hands although it makes no sense, i'll miss mocking you and vice versa.

i think it'll be a while till i see you again but fate will reunite us someday.

but this farewell will do you a lot of good definitely :)

come back and make us proud, doctor kok.

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today uni was fine. had accounting lecture and economics tutorial.

finally concluded that my econs tutorial teacher has a fake eye. its constantly in the same position and his eye-lids doesnt blink. felt weird staring directly at him for at least 5 minutes to 'pastikan' fairuz's conclusion.

went to the library to amend mistakes in the assignment before finally passing it up at 1.15 pm. its a relieve. then someone jacked me. i wonder why -___-"

life is all about making choices,

some good and some bad,

and it can get very tiring sometimes.

honestly, im at my breaking point and im this close to giving up.

i dont know whats keeping me together at this moment.

but im thankful for it.

im not as strong as i use to be,

im willing to falter if i have to so that i dont have to make a choice.

on a random note : remember the time we stole a cone from the curveeeee ;)

and i miss college days :(

criminal minds is on :D

have a great night.